Hello, my lovelies, Today I am sad. My life is changing rapidly, and it looks like the road I walk on will be lonely for a while. But it will be ok. The one thing about me, is my faith is unbreakable. I do not ask God "why me?" I ask him "what now?"
Psalm 34:18
18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
I ended my relationship of 10 years with my partner, the love is there, it’s just not enough for us anymore. The challenges of raising 2 teenage boys are exceptionally hard when my boys are headstrong, rebellious little creatures. It’s not for everyone, but it is for me.
Raising my children, I never wanted to beat the spirit out of them, I want them to be who they are, I just want them to know Christ. I was also headstrong, rebellious and a little dangerous growing up. I always wished my parents could "see me" and not the rage. They didn’t know how to love me through my storms, and that’s one thing I try to do for my boys. Let them rage, let them calm, and then walk through it with them through the storms.
It’s a lot to ask from a partner, to be patient, to be kind when they are being rotten. So, I ask no more, and I go alone.
Send some prayers my way, it won’t be easy, but God goes before me and makes my path straight.
Isaiah 45:2-3
2 I will go before you
and will level the mountains
I will break down gates of bronze
and cut through bars of iron.
3 I will give you hidden treasures,
riches stored in secret places,
so that you may know that I am the Lord,
the God of Israel, who summons you by name.
Proverbs 3:5-6
5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding.
6 in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.
Thanks for always reading and coming along with me on my Testimony Journey <3

